Though it would be interesting to know for certain, I’m glad I never clarified my relationship with Mike.
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The number of messages I received on OKCupid confirmed that I had something valuable to offer. True, I still had some weight to lose and wasn’t completely confident in myself.
But I wasn’t about to accept the first guy that came my way. I constantly worried about talking and acting perfectly.
I couldn’t understand why dating an overweight girl like me would interest anybody.
There was no way that he could like me in that way.
Since I was insecure and lonely, I was jealous of anyone who found someone that understood, cared for and stood by them. I was too insecure and loathed myself too much to be able to understand what another person could value in me. I met him at auditions and it was love at first sight; for me, at least.
After Mike, I tried to force it with a guy named Forrest. Caring, funny, talented, gentle, heartfelt, playful, passionate. Our friendship began that summer and stayed strong.Nairaland Forum / Entertainment / Jokes Etc / Funny: Why You Shouldn't Chat With Fat Girls (2396 Views) Funny:why Am Afraid Of TRUMP / Chat With Ex / A Chat With An American Girl Vs Nigerian Girls (1) (2) (3) (4) Sections: politics (1) business autos (1) jobs (1) career education (1) romance computers phones travel sports fashion health religion celebs tv-movies music-radio literature webmasters programming techmarket Links: (0) (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) Nairaland - Copyright © 2005 - 2017 Oluwaseun Osewa. 19Disclaimer: Every Nairaland member is solely responsible for anything that he/she posts or uploads on Nairaland.When I confessed how I felt, he replied that he’d known the whole time. And, he’d known my feelings about him for over a year and never said anything. At the time, I told myself I wasn’t being obvious enough.He also admitted that he didn’t return my feelings. Now I realize that refusing to address my feelings was already my answer. With Mike, I was too self-conscious to know my worth.Tess’s number one rule in life is to love yourself no matter who you are, what your faults may be, where you come from or what dress size you wear!